profile a loner who needs friends. a law-abiding rebel. a rigid hippie. a mediocre prefectionist. a walking contradition. likes travelling the world | rainy days | sleeping in | a good book | cliched romantic comedies | singing in the bathroom | looking at clouds | daydreaming | babies | people watching | late night buses | rooting for underdogs | smell of fresh linen | being alone | when karma works . tag links avril | cam | issac | jovi | leigh | manda nina | the cranky flier | cruz | the satorialist archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 May 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 credits skin by: Jane |
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 | 10:46 PM
you i have such a pressing urge and urgency to write this it hurts. it hurts so bad, right down to the very core of my existance, a part that i've hidden even from myself these days. but you, only you can affect that part so directly. 6 years we have known each other. though we have somewhat drifted apart from each other in the past 3 years, my feelings for you never faded. i know that my feelings will never be acknowledged by you and i'm fine with that. but still, it tears me apart to know that you will be flying off to a foreign land for 1 year and not return. admittedly, we have not be chatting often as i hope we could. nonetheless, the thought of you living on the same island still bring warmth to my heart (lame as it sounds). my days brighten when i visit my aunt's condo, knowing that somehow or another i might bump into you. catching a glimpse of you would suffice. i'm sure you'd never come to know all these and i really don't intend for you to know either. i just need to release all these inner emotions within. leavin on a jetplane at 9.05am today. good luck babe, and keep safe. gosh, why do they make it hard to love you? |