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Apr 4 2009 9.43am

I've always wondered if I'm capable of penning those introspective entries that my friends do with such aplomb. Perhaps it's really beyond me to go beyond the surface of things and delve deep within, or that laziness got the better of me, but I'd reckon it's due to the fact that I don't put such thoughts into writing.

I tend to do a lot of self-rationalising and self-talk, which (despite the risk of this post sounding really schizophrenic) I do. I find it easier and more practical unburdening to myself first and work things through instead of running to someone whenever I encounter a problem or obstacle. Most of my issues get solved that way and it allows me to project a calmer (and more put together) front that I really feel within.

While others might read this and think "this guy has got some serious problems with coping" and while I'm all for people having their own opinions, that doesn't mean that I have to agree or conform. To them I say "Go find something better to do with all your thoughts, like uncover a solution to global warming or world proverty if you're that free."

Now excuse me while I go talk to myself in that corner over there.